Rasa bersalah yang ammat!!

Salam...

Guilty. yes, that's the best word to tell what's inside me at this very moment.

Ramadhan dah masuk hari ke 4. And yet, still tak berkesempatan menunaikan solat terawih. Ada ja halangan. Paling x bole blah, alasan "perut terlalu kenyang" termasuk dalam salah satu halangan tak pergi solat terawih.

Seringkali mempunyai keinginan untuk menunaikan solat terawih sendirian di rumah apabila tak berkesempatan berjemaah, tapi dek kerana kejahilan diri yang masih lagi di takuk lama, lalu solat terawih di pandang 'enteng'. Jahil nya aku Ya Allah... :-(

Masih berazam untuk memenuhkan bulan Ramadhan ini dengan ibadah2 dan solat di malam hari. Tidak kurang jugak keinginan untuk ber'qiamulail. Mudah2 an Allah ketemukan diriku dengan malam Lailatul Qadar.

Sometimes, i wonder what make me so busy during fasting month. Hurm, well during fasting month all muslims employees bole balik awal like 1 hour lebih awal. So, like me  5.15 pm baru keluar office. 6.00 pm baru smpai rumah.

Then, preparing for bukak puasa. Just cun2 time bukak puasa aku pun settle memasak.

For two of us, bukak puasa takes about 1 hour. Ye la, time tu la Hubby nak cerita keje+colleague+ sapa nak dtg umah during weekend... and me plak time tu la nak cerita apa jadi kt office+ dispatch still cari pasal+ menu bukak posa... So, logically, it takes time la skit masa bukak puasa tu...

To me and hubby, time bukak puasa is like time for both of us release a lil bit of our tiredness. Sebab tu makan pun slow2...relax2...while chit chat about those things... after Iftar, solat and dah terkedang depan tv. Masa tu dha tak story mory. We all akan ckp2 pasal tv or what to do the next day+family+future..

And then, hubby layan internet or games as usual. Me?  I already get tired by then... thinking about office. huhhh.

k laa... nk buat keja dah.

Bye.